Welcoming September...

2124pm
Friday
4th September 2015

This is totally a late post right. Since today is the forth already. Hahaha... But I think it is still not too late to welcoming the September. *phew* Time really flies, didn't it. We are already in the ninth month. 3 more months and bang!! Its the end of 2015.

Update:-

Its 9th of September. Its been awhile since I last wrote. You know what. The haze is coming.. again *sigh* It is kind of disturbing. To have this kind of weather. It is totally not healthy. The sun was supposed to be orange in colour but now it is red. Hope the authority will do something about this. So unhealthy.

Anyhow, last night I made these beautiful moon cake ;) Actually I didn't even plan to sell those moon cake for I think I need to practice on how to wrap the filling first. But thanks Allah for making it easy for me to do it. Thus the sell. Hehe.. I am receiving quite a handful of orders for bing pi and traditional moon cakes. Alhamdulillah. I guess I have OT again tonight. Am hoping that I can send those cakes by Friday to KK and tomorrow I need to prepare 3 lotus moon cake for kak Iaishah. Fighting!!

It is quit a challenge to make moon cakes and you really need a patience. Yup.. The key word for moon cake is PATIENCE. When you have it, you can for sure make the moon cake. Hehehe...

Y.O.U who reside in my heart....

29th August 2015
Saturday
1438pm

Its hazy day again. And it is kind of hot. I'm sweating like a pig here. Hahaha... Anyhow, I didn't update to you right, that he was here for 2 nights? Hehe.. Am happy pulak seeing him. It is always like that. He suddenly just pop up out of nowhere. Cause as far as I know, he didn't even plan to come here. But he did notify me he was coming here. As in on his way from Semporna to here. He really likes to make surprise visit. Without prior notice. But as always, I am so grateful that he stopped by. Even just for awhile.

What we do? Chit chatting. Catching up (not really). Hehe.. Just day to day talk. Nothing about feeling, lovey-dovey kinda talk. Just like a two person having a daily conversation. Weird? That is the truth. Again, I am just grateful. For having someone to talk to, laugh with. Thanks Allah for directing his heart to come down here and see me (okay.. Ini statement mungkin tidak benar. Haha..)

Right now he's on his way to Jakarta. I sent him to the airport early this morning. And bake him cookies and gave him bingka susu and pandan. That's the only thing I can prepare in such a short time. Hey, I only slept like 1 hour and 30 mins. Hopefully he likes the food that I made for him cause the cookies burned. Hahaha..*crossingfingers*

Did I tell you that he gained weight? Like a lot? Hahaha... Cause his stomach is a bit bigger than the last time. Adorable ;) I missed him already *sigh* When will I see you again? And will there any news from you once you've reached Bogor? I don't think so. Cause it is always the case. You'll disappear from me like always and suddenly your text will be popping out of the blue. When? I don't know. You are the only person who knew it. Since this is always the case, I guess see you when you see me? Stay healthy.

Lonely Saturday...

2154pm
Saturday
22/08/2015

It is such a lonely night. Even after going out my dear friends, still cannot beat the loneliness I felt. That is why I avoid being alone. For my mind will do loads of thinking. Semua isu akan keluar. Hahhaha... You name it. When I say all, it really means all. Literally. I am glad that we made a plan to meet today. At least I have something to laugh about. The stress of being single didn't bother me at all. In fact I sometimes glad that I am still single. Even though every now and then, I sometimes wish there is someone next to me,  but that feeling only arose when I am down, or in need of a shoulder, like now. Hahaha..

There is so much going on in my mind right now. In fact, it makes me harder to sleep. Lately, I can't even comprehend what is going on in my mind. The effects? Less sleep and panda eyes T__T And did I mention that my face is getting chubbier. And my weight is increasing in just 2 days. Might be because of the stress for being over-think person. Be one! And only then you can complaint. As for now, let me whine all the way. Hahaha...

Oh..oh.. I almost forget to tell you about this. I bought a racket!!!! And its orange ♡♡♡ Love it to the moon and back. Hehehe.. Tomorrow I'll be taking it from the store. Can't wait. Am planning of buying a shoe also tomorrow. At the same store. It is cheap. Around rm99. Ok la ba tu kan. Ndak payahlah juga beli mahal sangat. Harus berjimat. Okaylah.. Itu ja dulu for tonight. See you again soon.

P/s: Kind of missed no.4..

Haze..

1058am
Saturday
22/08/2015



Woke up this morning. Didn't see the sun. Thought it was raining. But no. There's no rain drops on the rooftop.. When I flipped the curtain, ohmy.... what a view.. Haze everywhere and it is getting worse. What the heck is happening here? Whats with the haze? Are there no actions taken to reduce the haze? Or at least to warn the people about it?

Anyhow, today I'll be going out with my fellow friends; Nonong and Daus. Both friends are from my high school day. Will be posting pictures later once I meet with them. I need to buy myself a racket. Didn't I told you before that I want to start playing badminton again. As in I want to start to play sport again. Be it hitting the gym or playing badminton. Swimming? Can't find a good place to begin with. Besides the pool in Yacht Club is super near to the road. What the heck? The passerby can see us very clearly while we swim. Haha.. So its a big NO NO to swim. Hence the badminton.. The gym? Maybe later cause it need a lot of commitment and of course money. Hehe.. Once I have my sport shoe and my track suit, I'll register to a gym. Need to survey some more. To compare the price and see what facilities are they offering us. So, the only choice I have right now is to play badminton. I just need to buy a racket. That is all. And I can start playing *crossingfingers*

Okaylah guys.. Want to do my work first before I go out. Settle my work then bye bye headache. Hahaha.. I'll upload our pictures later on.

Hazy Friday~~

1505pm
Friday
21/08/2015


Hello~~~ We meet again in this lovely day; Friday. But the weather today is kinda unusual from before. It's hazy. Never heard about any forest in Kalimantan is on fire. Ermm.. What is happening now? Suddenly I remember about the end of the world. There will be too many burning or should I say haze all over the world? This is getting my nerve and make me a bit scared. Loads of sins but I haven't repent even once *sigh* The sinner me T____T

Next, I finally finished making my pumpkin cake.. Yeayy... But I have to tweak and amend the cake and frosting recipe a lot. I think people in USA really adore their sugar. The batter and the frosting for me is deadly sweet *cringe* I have to manually taste the batter and the frosting itself. I have to throw away some of the frosting. Because of its sweetness T___T Bye bye my cream cheese. So long my powdered sugar. I guess this is what happened when you are making a new recipe. Loads of stuffs have to be thrown away. But it is a good learning time. Since I now can predict on how much to use certain ingredients and how much should I put in a recipe. The joy of baking. Hehe..

I'll show you the end product in the picture below.. Enjoy.

Pumpkin cake with cinnamon cream cheese cake

Beautiful Tuesday..

18082015
1419pm
Tuesday


Hi blog. We meet again ;)
It is a lovely day today. May be because I woke up as early as 0530am. Haha... So I have the opportunity to witness the beautiful creation of Allah ; earth. Alhamdulillah. I've been given the chance to still breathe today. Praise to Allah.

Anyhow, I think I've mentioned yesterday that we have a catering today. Requested by CIDB Tawau. I made chicken risoles and bingka susu for them. While mom made her specialty, karipap pusing. Hehe..

Karipap Pusing; Bingka Susu; Risoles Ayam

Tiba-tiba terliur mahu makan tuh risoles. Haha... Hopefully they loved the food and the kuihs. Then, I made this pumpkin cake. Haven't tasted it and frosting it yet since I'm in a rush to go to the hotel. I'll frost it later once I went back home. Oh yeah. I almost forgot about my apple pie.. Made 5 of them. Didn't do much for it is kind of late to sell your goods once it reach 1300 pm. Need to make the goods a bit earlier tonight so that it can be sell early in the morning tomorrow.

Update:

I didn't even bake that day. hahaha... Bila kemalasan melanda diri. And perhaps my weight contributes to the laziness. Grrr... I am gaining 1 kg more. Huhu.. I am a fat pig T__________T Bila lah boleh kurus ni? If this gaining weight is going to be continue, I don't even... *sigh* Hopefully this Saturday plan is ON. Harap2 on..

Okaylah.. macam patah pulak. haha.. see you next time ya.

Hot Monday~~

1144am
Monday
17/08/2015


The gust of wind really cool me off. Ahhh... I love this. Thank goodness the cafe is just behind the ocean.. Not that really behind behind. There's still port in between but there's no building right behind us. We can literally smell the salt water, the smell of fish and sometimes there's this one smell that I cannot describe on how horrible it is. Hahaha.. The joy of staying next to the ocean.

Anyhow, the weather today is quite bearable. Maybe because I left home a bit earlier than usual. These past few days I woke up early. Possibly because I've been told to be in the hotel early. But it is a good change. Since I am not a morning person. Never been a morning person before for the past 30 years. Hahaha.. Unbelievable me ( I am totally not proud of this habit. And because of this habit I've been teased, mad you name it ) It is a good change and I am happy about it. Hehe..

Speaking of the cafe, the business is a bit slower these past few weeks. Don't know what went wrong. Still can't figure it out. The worker is getting lazier and lazier. The ambience is a bit... dark? That is the only word I can think of. Need to figure things out asap. I need to increase the sales so that I can pay the bills. Energy energy!! I need energy.. Inner Peace!!!!

Fighting!!! Never give up!