1636pm
29/07/2015
Am at the cafe. It is super hawtttt!!! Omo omo.. So many ideas flooding my brain right now. Be it to decorate the cafe or bake. Bake bake bake*semangat* Iya iya lah.. Sekarang ja ada semangat.. Once I reached home, those 'fighting' spirit will be gone in a blink of an eye.. Gone when I see my bed. Hahaha... So me. Lazy + berat badan + no spirit.. Gaisss, I am the QUEEN OF EXCUSES.. So many lame excuses I've given T___________T
Kalau malas memang malas la ba kan.. Plus, I need my mood. Mood to bake. Still waiting for it to come 'sigh'.. Anyhow gaisss, I am planning to add a few menus in cafes'. Among them are kway teow dumpling soup, chicken porridge a la teo chew, cendol, astanas' iced coffee and some more. Planning on making the porridge on day basis for breakfast. Ya Allah, please, please, please make me super hardworking. I really need the 'ant attitude' right now. I need to make the plan work!!! Jaebal!!
On the bright side, I already ordered the order chit. It has passed the designing status. And right now, they are being printed. It'll probably take about a week to be ready. Can't wait for it. I'll post the pic once it reach here. About the apron, it can only be sent this Sunday. So, I have to wait like 4 more days. Plus the sewing.. Probably it'll be done like next week. Gahh... Sabar separuh dari iman. So, patient it is. Fighting!!!
Okaylah.. To be continue next time. Sakit kepala tengok pekerja semua pemalas.
Wednesday, 29 July 2015
Late night post..
0147am
29th July 2015
Wednesday
Just finished watching 'I Remember You'.. Can't stand not to watch any kdrama a day. Haha.. Hopeless lone ranger. Adehlah... Still borrowing cafes' internet. I'll return it maybe this weekend.. M-A-Y-B-E.. I really need to subscribe my own connection. You really can't live nowadays without internet.. I don't really do much. Just watch the drama. That's all. And also downloading any songs that is really connected to my current mood. Yeah right.
Anyhow, supposed my eyes were already shut every time after I finished my drama. But now, it won't just shut.. My mind is full of thoughts. Too many things to consider. This is the life of overly-thinking person. Those thoughts.. Suddenly pouring like rain. Aish.. Look where I am now. In front of the laptop in the middle of night voicing my perception.
Its a chaos in my mind. There's a war going on I think. Haha... Which of the thinking that I need to do first. Which one of it that I need to deduce first. It is always the same ending; tears. So weak, isn't it? What to do.. That's is the best solutions that I can think of. And it is one of the best anyway. I can clear my eyes, I can put my heart and thoughts at rest. What great about it is I can eventually fell asleep. Hahaha..
But right now I am in no mood of crying. Didn't feel like I want to cry today. Didn't want to make my eyes swollen from crying. My medicine? Listening to Dewa's songs ( Pupus, Arjuna, Larut ) To be precise, Onces' voice *swooning* Boleh bikin tidur. Hehe.. Ok deh.. Mau keluar dulu.. Mau sambung dengar suara Once.. Nighty nite.
29th July 2015
Wednesday
Just finished watching 'I Remember You'.. Can't stand not to watch any kdrama a day. Haha.. Hopeless lone ranger. Adehlah... Still borrowing cafes' internet. I'll return it maybe this weekend.. M-A-Y-B-E.. I really need to subscribe my own connection. You really can't live nowadays without internet.. I don't really do much. Just watch the drama. That's all. And also downloading any songs that is really connected to my current mood. Yeah right.
Anyhow, supposed my eyes were already shut every time after I finished my drama. But now, it won't just shut.. My mind is full of thoughts. Too many things to consider. This is the life of overly-thinking person. Those thoughts.. Suddenly pouring like rain. Aish.. Look where I am now. In front of the laptop in the middle of night voicing my perception.
Its a chaos in my mind. There's a war going on I think. Haha... Which of the thinking that I need to do first. Which one of it that I need to deduce first. It is always the same ending; tears. So weak, isn't it? What to do.. That's is the best solutions that I can think of. And it is one of the best anyway. I can clear my eyes, I can put my heart and thoughts at rest. What great about it is I can eventually fell asleep. Hahaha..
But right now I am in no mood of crying. Didn't feel like I want to cry today. Didn't want to make my eyes swollen from crying. My medicine? Listening to Dewa's songs ( Pupus, Arjuna, Larut ) To be precise, Onces' voice *swooning* Boleh bikin tidur. Hehe.. Ok deh.. Mau keluar dulu.. Mau sambung dengar suara Once.. Nighty nite.
Monday, 13 July 2015
Human..
0051pm
13th July 2015
Monday
Hi..
We meet again this midnight. Already done with my raya shopping. Bought a pair of shoe from Vincci and a jubah in soft pink colour. Loved both of them. Actually I didn't plan to buy anything for this raya since I can still recycle the old baju kurung/jubah. They are still perfect. Still in a good conditions. I don't have slightest idea on why I bought those stuffs. Hahaha.. The shopaholic 'creature' in me has awaken~~ Hahaha... Its been awhile you know since I last shopped. Can't remember when was the last time *pondering* I'll upload the picture of both later on lah. Its already midnight and the lighting is not that great. Hehe..
Next story. Not really a story I guess. Just want to pour out my dissatisfaction towards certain people. I mean.. When someone bought you something and give it to you, shouldn't you just accept it without complaining or fretting about the gift? It is a courtesy isn't it? At least I bought you something. Shouldn't you just say thank you? I think that is the correct demeanor. The end!! Don't need to complaint about the perfume being too strong, the shoe is slightly bigger.. As a giver, I am dejected. Or am I being super sensitive here? I don't know. This is just my own opinion. If you don't like it, just keep it to yourself. Feeling very downhearted after hearing those comments. That will be the last time I bought someone a gift. Lain kali ndak mau sudah belikan orang hadiah. Stress I. Sakit hati ba kena complaint *sigh* The flaw of oversensitive person *sigh*
That is all for tonight. Lets continue tomorrow...
13th July 2015
Monday
Hi..
We meet again this midnight. Already done with my raya shopping. Bought a pair of shoe from Vincci and a jubah in soft pink colour. Loved both of them. Actually I didn't plan to buy anything for this raya since I can still recycle the old baju kurung/jubah. They are still perfect. Still in a good conditions. I don't have slightest idea on why I bought those stuffs. Hahaha.. The shopaholic 'creature' in me has awaken~~ Hahaha... Its been awhile you know since I last shopped. Can't remember when was the last time *pondering* I'll upload the picture of both later on lah. Its already midnight and the lighting is not that great. Hehe..
Next story. Not really a story I guess. Just want to pour out my dissatisfaction towards certain people. I mean.. When someone bought you something and give it to you, shouldn't you just accept it without complaining or fretting about the gift? It is a courtesy isn't it? At least I bought you something. Shouldn't you just say thank you? I think that is the correct demeanor. The end!! Don't need to complaint about the perfume being too strong, the shoe is slightly bigger.. As a giver, I am dejected. Or am I being super sensitive here? I don't know. This is just my own opinion. If you don't like it, just keep it to yourself. Feeling very downhearted after hearing those comments. That will be the last time I bought someone a gift. Lain kali ndak mau sudah belikan orang hadiah. Stress I. Sakit hati ba kena complaint *sigh* The flaw of oversensitive person *sigh*
That is all for tonight. Lets continue tomorrow...
Saturday, 11 July 2015
Blabbering~~~
2314pm
11th July 2015
Saturday
Just finished my supper. Ate the remaining roasted chicken for yesterdays' iftar. Didn't know why I feel hungry on the first place. Usually after iftar I never ate anything extra. Is my appetite growing big? Since you know.. Hari Raya is just around the corner. So my stomach is preparing itself. Hehe...
Anyhow today I just want to drop by here just for the sake of dropping by. And will leave you with something to ponder about;
" BE CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU SAY, FOR EVERY TIME YOU SPEAK, YOU CREATE SOMETHING "
Good night and sleep tight
xoxo
2015... and I'm back.. not really
1157pm
10th July 2015
Assalamualaikum and a very good night to myself ;)
Its been ages. I know. Loads of things happened. Loads of pages have been flipped. Years already passed..Me? I think I am still me. The old me. Nothing much changed except the fact that I now officially being a permanent resident in Tawau. Hehe~~ A sad true story. Gah ~~~
Okay.. Enough with the sad introduction. Hehe.. Am thinking of wanting to start to write again. As of now since I have laptop which I borrowed from the office and the internet I "borrowed" from the cafe, I can write. Depends on my free time and how diligent I will be and of course if any hot stories ensues. Not that 'Melodi' kinda hot story. Its my own definition of what hot story it is ;)
Anyhow, Aidilfitri is approaching very fast. Like 6 days to go. Didn't really feel the vibe. Didn't have that eagerness to celebrate it. Omo omo.. Why is that? I dunno man. Its kinda sad you know to leave Ramadhan. I really enjoyed this Holy month. Even though we didn't get to eat and drink during the day, but its fun. You can feel the tranquility.. the peace.. during this month. And this years' Ramadhan, I think Allah did really being very Gracious. The weather is nice. Really nice. It is not hard at all to fast. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.
As far as preparation for Aidilfitri goes, I still don't have 'baju raya'. I think I'll just recycle my last last year 'baju raya' lah instead of buying a new one. Not being petty or shabby. It is just that the economy's really sucks these few months and I think it is much better to put your money where it should be. We really need to save just in case we're in a dire situation. Don't spend you're money carelessly. Its a battlefield outside. Save save and save. Never forget that.
I think that's all for today. Still have lots to write but I need to pray first. Haven't done my isya' yet. *busted* See you when I see you? Bye bye~~
10th July 2015
Assalamualaikum and a very good night to myself ;)
Its been ages. I know. Loads of things happened. Loads of pages have been flipped. Years already passed..Me? I think I am still me. The old me. Nothing much changed except the fact that I now officially being a permanent resident in Tawau. Hehe~~ A sad true story. Gah ~~~
Okay.. Enough with the sad introduction. Hehe.. Am thinking of wanting to start to write again. As of now since I have laptop which I borrowed from the office and the internet I "borrowed" from the cafe, I can write. Depends on my free time and how diligent I will be and of course if any hot stories ensues. Not that 'Melodi' kinda hot story. Its my own definition of what hot story it is ;)
Anyhow, Aidilfitri is approaching very fast. Like 6 days to go. Didn't really feel the vibe. Didn't have that eagerness to celebrate it. Omo omo.. Why is that? I dunno man. Its kinda sad you know to leave Ramadhan. I really enjoyed this Holy month. Even though we didn't get to eat and drink during the day, but its fun. You can feel the tranquility.. the peace.. during this month. And this years' Ramadhan, I think Allah did really being very Gracious. The weather is nice. Really nice. It is not hard at all to fast. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.
As far as preparation for Aidilfitri goes, I still don't have 'baju raya'. I think I'll just recycle my last last year 'baju raya' lah instead of buying a new one. Not being petty or shabby. It is just that the economy's really sucks these few months and I think it is much better to put your money where it should be. We really need to save just in case we're in a dire situation. Don't spend you're money carelessly. Its a battlefield outside. Save save and save. Never forget that.
I think that's all for today. Still have lots to write but I need to pray first. Haven't done my isya' yet. *busted* See you when I see you? Bye bye~~
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