Late night post..

0147am
29th July 2015
Wednesday



Just finished watching 'I Remember You'.. Can't stand not to watch any kdrama a day. Haha.. Hopeless lone ranger. Adehlah... Still borrowing cafes' internet. I'll return it maybe this weekend.. M-A-Y-B-E.. I really need to subscribe my own connection. You really can't live nowadays without internet.. I don't really do much. Just watch the drama. That's all. And also downloading any songs that is really connected to my current mood. Yeah right.

Anyhow, supposed my eyes were already shut every time after I finished my drama. But now, it won't just shut.. My mind is full of thoughts. Too many things to consider. This is the life of overly-thinking person. Those thoughts.. Suddenly pouring like rain. Aish.. Look where I am now. In front of the laptop in the middle of night voicing my perception.

Its a chaos in my mind. There's a war going on I think. Haha... Which of the thinking that I need to do first. Which one of it that I need to deduce first. It is always the same ending; tears. So weak, isn't it? What to do.. That's is the best solutions that I can think of. And it is one of the best anyway. I can clear my eyes, I can put my heart and thoughts at rest. What great about it is I can eventually fell asleep. Hahaha..

But right now I am in no mood of crying. Didn't feel like I want to cry today. Didn't want to make my eyes swollen from crying. My medicine? Listening to Dewa's songs ( Pupus, Arjuna, Larut ) To be precise, Onces' voice *swooning* Boleh bikin tidur. Hehe.. Ok deh.. Mau keluar dulu.. Mau sambung dengar suara Once.. Nighty nite.